[olds45512]

My grandmother passed away yesterday and the viewing is tonight, that seems really fast but most of the family lives in other states so they're probably in a hurry to get back home. The family had a bit of a falling out when I was younger and its been 20yrs or so since I've talked to most of them, I've managed to luck out and have only ran in to one of them while I was visiting my grandmother on thanksgiving. I guess my problem with this is that I've never been comfortable talking to people I haven't seen in a long time because I never really know what to talk about or they want to ask me questions that are non of there business , I'm much more comfortable talking to a complete stranger at a tractor show. My other issue is that everybody is going to want to hug me and I absolutely hate that, I don't really like people touching me other than a handshake. I just wish I could go pay my respects without all the b.s and drama.